Epilogue

Mr.PB(which recently has been changed into Mr.Z.O),I'm sorry to inform you of my cogitative decision that your life shall come to the end today.Well,we can both recollect the day when I started you with a Proem,and then I just keep filling really boring and stark stuffs inside your body and life.Wow,isnt that amazing that we have been in one for such a long time.
No,dont sing"die another day"to me;oh,no,dont even think about that.You have a wonderfully full scheme and vision of life,and you are having a much better portion than some others,you should know that this is a cheerful matter for both of us.

Ok,the joke is over.Well,I would end this blog today,because I decide to clean my daily life.I just feel its not necessarily healthy and beneficial for one to think,write,meet more persons,meet more cultures,touch something you dont really know,and play chess,play the musical instruments,surf online,read different news in the world.I mean it would render your mind to a different world that you dont belong to and live in.And thus,its just not needed any more.
So,today,I cleaned my computer,deleting all the "colourful"files,like movies,songs,scores,literature,novels,softwares,basically everything---only except 7 photos and a beautiful essays collection-----now my D.E.F discs are sheerly vacant,and only system files in C volume.And I have also deleted firefox,and all the records and traces in IE.So now my computer is a total nothingness.If someone uses it,he would say:hmm,its just a virgin and would become mine only since then.And so is my MP4,Mobile Phone(I deleted all the numbers that I wont meet in one week,and all the e-games except that "Beauty's Bakery".)And I decide to abandon chess and piano and violin,until someday if I became a hermit living alone or with a little child in a secure and secluded beautiful villa around which the natural scenery just makes one peaceful in heart,and then maybe I would pick them up a bit,but for sure I wont pursure them any more.Thats easy to understand,I'm just not going to put everything into my mind and spiritual home,especially something dubious and flashy.Living a simple and local life would really make me happy,and the friends and relatives around you are the most important and reliable.
Maybe I'm that kind of person who should get real first,before getting happier.



今天我要关闭这个博客了。能够从最初的“序言”到今天的“结语”，感觉还是不错的。毕竟可以当作完成了。我觉得现在的生活和自己并不是我真正认可的，所以我要进行一些整顿。首先就是要放弃，包括电脑，网络，钢琴，国际象棋，法语，手机聊天等等，这些其实并没有让我快乐，反而总是通过文化的方式，使我蛊惑与分心。我把我的电脑和手机基本清理干净，以后就让他们清静些。也不是说这些不可以，只是没什么必要还是不要热衷。对我而言就越少越好了。因为我本来五行就缺土，性格中也确实如此。
我想我的精神归宿还是自己的故乡，还是楠溪江畔的春夏秋冬，而不是其他的浮华的，花哨的，玄妙的东西。一辈子不需要做什么太多的事情，接触太多的东西，结交太多的陌生人，认识太多的思想和文化。不需要，但是总得珍惜自己身边的亲友，热爱身处其中的生活，敬重一些规矩和纪律，不要总是思想和情感飞到另一个世界去不羁，去厮混，其实那些都不可能成为你的心灵家园的。 当然，也应该很包容和友善地接受其他的文化世界，但是不能忘本。