Je t'aime,Lutingwe!

To Lutingwei,the recent actor I adore and desire:

I wish that I could know how to smile beautifully when we meet someday under the banyan tree by that river,without being nervous and ashamed.

I wish that I could get up early every day in the future,taking photos of sunrise and other wild sceneries for you as a gift.

I wish that I could learn how to spend my days in goodness,so that you will kiss me for my healthy and adorable heart and mind.

I wish that I could stay in a better life,where my feelings and moods are as lucid as the limpid sky,and my desire and thoughts are as moderate as I favor.

I wish that I could mend a broken heart and abandon the evil as readily as your entering the adolescence of my heart.

I wish that I could set my life style and orbit well,so that I would not be distracted while I'm missing your smile and doing my busyness in my livelong day.

I wish that I could become purely healthy and blissful from the very innermost heart to the very outmost skin,that I shall not be sacrificing for,and bewitched and consumed by the sutble and invisible themes and objects,except the love for you,which sometimes renders my life innocent and vague.

I wish that I could stay andante and peaceful in the most part of my song,while your occurrence adds a dolce motif which appears briefly and grows into a friendly and sunny content.

I wish that I could...simply live a life just the way I feel right and fine,and have a chance to meet someone like you,and in my future,I wouldnt whisper and murmur like tonight I do:Ah,I should have deserved another vision of this spring.