Recently I'm reading some books from library,including A Brief History of Time by Hawkins,YouMengYing by Zhangchao,and several other mood-essay collections of unknown authors,and all the reflections and sentiment just emerge one after one in my sight,which I feel like putting down here tidily as a brief memorandum.
1.State of Mind
As stanislavsky said once:"one's state of mind consists of three parts:Moods,Thoughts,Desires."And moods form emotion,thoughts form wisdom,desires educe will,thus one's consciousness and subconsciousness are determined eventually.In my opinion,subconsciousness is like an ocean of different dreams of slumberland,while consciousness is the waves caused by the wind of life upon the ocean and the dreams that come true.Ergo,its the most essential and fundamental thing to change the subconsicousness if you desire a fresh and thoroughly new day.
And to approach and realize it,one should simply take care of his daily affairs,including the schedule of occupations,the range of the life orbit,the various activities and circumstances,then just let it happen in the river of time,and gradually everything is changing until the infinitude ends in a larger finitude,like 0.99999...is equal to 1.
Well,with a good state of mind,life would greet us with a blissful and healthy scenery.And just like one would usually forget all the feelings and consciousness of the dream he had last night;one would nearly forget all the feelings and consciousness of the past days---those sorrow,sadness,struggle,languor,happiness---after becoming "another person".(I call this the relativity of dream/mind).
2.History of Time
Certainly I cant understand even a tiny part of what Hawkins described and proclaimed in his magnificent and resplendent BOOK,which reminds me of that historic paper of Einstein and Philosophiæ Naturalis Principia Mathematica by Newton.So What I'm referring to here is all about the difference among all the times.When I was a child,and even when I was reading some books on hisotry,I just had no sense of the obvious difference of epochs.
While now,I am so strongly impressed upon it that I always produce night dreams of living in another era of history.
The advantages of modern age are as much as the disadvantages of that,and what I can do is to be considerably cautious and prudent of choosing and determining,following and communicating,because any of them can result in a great difference,which somehow would usually ends in an sacrifice or an obsessive trap of a contemporary fashion or movement.
Albeit eventually we would undoubtedly be greatly influenced by the modern fashions dotted everywhere,we still could make our contribution and endeavor as much as possible.
BTW:Science can be quite suggestive,for instance:Methinks,our life(or time) is also ruled by inertia,it would only follow its trend and not change at all until a force is put upon,and so on...
3.Two Practical Principles in the world.
First level of our world system is politics,although most of us wont sense it very strongly.But its true,especially after the modern science and modern fiction defeated religion and divinity for the most part over the world.
General level of our earthly world is the sexuality.Apparently,its just so pervasive that it nearly wins on every occasion.
4.A proposal to my life
Well,You dont have that fortune to deserve a carefree liferoad,and even with some insecurity and trouble along.Therefore,you are not entitled to stay lounging forever in vain.
Instead,You should bid farewell to those past shadowy stories and learn to recover as soon as possible every time you get heart-broken;and you should establish an independent and healthy life before you are too old and withered,you should enrich your repertoire and accomplishment to sweep your despair,while gradually get mature and strong both physically and mentally,to realize a stable and carefree vision of life.
I hope I would clear every affair in my liferoad someday,then I can enjoy a springy and breezy moment of leisure and a long-term relaxation,just like a chef finishes a dainty course,and he can feel the same.
