I established this blog last night,and now i think its time to commence something,like writing journals and doing some page adornment.BTW,I hope this blog wouldnt feel sad or pour complaints about for my creating him.I have to say,prior to him,i already have some such kind of experiential emotions,but to Heaven.So,in case that Blog"ParadisoBoy" still feels not serene for his existence,i decide to make a "justification" first to maybe prove that there are always something higher to make choices,decisions and arrangements.
Anyway,I indeed have some reasons to set up this Mr.PB Blog.First of all,I was a bit empty and vain,as i sheerly got frustrated and bored in my recent liferoad,so i just need a place to console and confess myself.And I really dream of such a space like an island concealed in Pacific Ocean or a perfect dwelling by Walden Lake or in Bloomsbury.In this plot,i announce to all inside that,no domestic laws nor policies,no social chaos nor rumpus,no pipelining education nor endless industrial labours,no mainstream sides nor unfair classes,no criminals nor religion enthusiasm,no historical movements nor civilization evolution,no brutal wars nor traditonal custom.I mean,i dont wanna care these complicated things in this world,i only wish theres a heaven for a person to discover and deserve--which doesnt mean i'm trying to escape the modern earth.or the naive"me"really abhor the practical life--But I just feel it always so,you know,different,from everything you can understand or seize purely.Its totally ineffable but still well-known in every life's heart.Sometimes i cry out why people do so many things,do they have an invisible but tacit contract or assignment?Why are there so many macroscopical abstract phenomena controlling the world where individual wills utterly get ignored and invalid.Maybe the minds are useless before the mind creator,just like computers would have an unsurpassable limit rim before overtaking the human beings.YUP,who cares a person,and a person's notion?A beauty or a beast,a worthy or a labour,they are the same brittle in their lives.Anyway,I need such a free space to satisfy my feeling sensation.
Secondly,i urgently demands an valuable acquisition of my English study.I hope i would expand my vocabulary and get an accurate and better knowledge of English by immersing myself in this international english atmosphere.Of course i know i have the talent and potential to acquire this,but beofore its realization,nothing can be assured at all.Maybe i would meet some other issues and knowledges that take its importance away.But why should I learn so many things?Maybe its because the first reason i meantioned,i need to have some skills to help me live my life better,like solving my childhood-built motif(including bad habitual soul),and devoting myself to a life finally fine and naturally happy within.
So I started such a blog.Nothing to say then,except...
I wish my kingdom welfare and my life blessedness,at the moment as if i also heard the god be wishing.And i knew i have my lucky portion while together with some shadows and bad education,so if god knows...please bless my futural destiny,thou the paradiso host.
